Summer term! Fabulous cinematography class doesn't feel like a lot of work but then again it is the only thing I do. I'm sure physics/junior project/whatever class else, dunno about term 6 schedule would make it hell in a litterbox, however. One caveat is that the prof says things like "great shots, good emotion, like the story, your grade is a C" and leaves me wondering aaaaaaaaaawwwwwwmg what do I need to do sir? School drama plays out, incredible piece of drama that it is, life goes on. I actually did get a C in last term, my first C in college, which I could have contested; haha, I missed that window because the prof is now poof like the bunny in a magic act. Let's not go into that, though.

A lot of little paintings and projects on the other side. I want to get into painter, I'm primarily a photoshop lady, and also LIFE DRAWING shit I haven't been in an absolute age, shit is ridiculous. I have no motivation, it's so sad. I think I either have to be paying or being paid to get myself to do things. I always meet deadlines, or almost always, when there is Exterior Motivation and the best motivation is mostly green (or orange, in some cases.) I also want to make a temp portfolio, you know, for commission work on dA (I don't think this will be a lucrative venture, but it would be nice to have something to put in real portfolio, you know, that I could say people paid for) and for just a general site. I'm hella bad at design however. We'll see. And 3D! We'll see we'll see.